My life...

Most of my life I always felt alone I seem to be neglected by my parents in love and even growing up and with my relationship with my ex boyfriend it is had to even believe in love because we had and still have the hate love relationship but I truly didn't understand what love was because apparently the people who loved me hurt me. I realize at my job that he only real live us a child love it genuine. I lived getting hugged and being told teacher I love you and thank you I never really had that out of no where getting I love you and feeling it in thier hugs that they mean it. I don't know how mother or father neglect their children from live the way my parents did. I would love to have my share of kids to love them. My time will come for me to be a mommy to someone and love them <3 love my job