blessed

I been currently seeing this guy and we been happy for a while but i just found out that he is sick i mean is not life threating but sometimes idk how to act sometimes i feel like i act like am his mom but i just want to make sure his good 80 percent i feel like i threat him normal and the 20 i act like a mom i mean i like him might say love him he makes me happy and it doesnt bug me that his not typical but lately his been getting sick and has to get operated again am scare but i know i want to be thier for him and i havent admitted am scared really scared i tell him am praying for him i do believe in my prayer but am still human and i just dont want to lose him