Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Can't sleep

I am lacking sleep but yet I can't sleep weird.

Ramble

I tend to ramble alot I dot know why my babe tell me sometimes to be quite but I can't

Learning

I want to learn to make cheese cake yummy

Open house

Tommorow is open house for my kids at work . They all excited I member when they would say ther was open house in school I would hide papers don't want my parents to meet my teachers

Take care of ur body

I lean I re to eat healthy so I wouldn't go through this pain again horrible.

Feeling funny

I feel really week ad very high I hunk it cuz all the shot I got and throwing up.

Long time

Long time ago I wanted to be a doctor but I don't think I can deal with patients like me .

So while I was waiting

While I was waiting for them to come give me another shot of I don't know what . The girl next to me seem to be on some good shit because she keep saying te pain I gone and then smack herself so I think I should o had what he had so I could be put to sleep

A lot to do

Tommorow I have dentist appointment which suck I hate the dentist to I feel like they are shocking me while they cleaning my teeth I get anxiety.

Missing

I think I miss my cousin so much she went to el Salvador for a week an has no phone. I thought I wouldn't miss her but I do and I new her the most right now

Mothers day

I am planning to take my mother eat and give her new earring. I think it not enough though she deserve more but I can't give her more I should write her a song .

I am a cry baby

Everytime I am sick or in pain I tend to act like a five year old. So I think I should just get drug a lot if I am ever sick or in horrible pain or just knock me out

Pain thought

So if giving birth is like kidney stone pain I don't want I have any children I just would like to adopt because I probably die .

Air

So I have two years driving and I still can't put air on my tires that is horrible had to ask someone to help.

Boyfriend

My baby was really caring for me today at the hospital even though I was Ina btchy mood and keep being mean he was able to comfort me when I wanted to die

Car

I want a new car but not happening.

.... Pain

So I just got back from hospital felt I was going to die for a minute but it just kidney stone are back wack